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There was a time when couldn't rid myself of the aching emptiness that stretched my ribs apart, that ran up my esophagus, burning, to argue with my mouth; pleading. A need that I refused to fill, a need that I couldn't fill for months and months after I stopped telling myself that deprivation was the only way to feeling better. A need that truly began to eat at me, ripping muscle from bone, a desperation in the act of consuming myself alive. And those days I could fully feel my spine, the edges sliding smoothly as I twisted; my hips straining against skin- asking for freedom, declaring themselves trapped by the confines of my dimensions.
Those days, I suppose I was dying, but I was flying on adrenaline as well.
The days after, on the journey back, were defined by the emptiness, defined by an obnoxious awareness of how hollow I had become- a hollow stomach within a hollow face, a hollow heart. I couldn't escape it. I couldn't erase it. It didn't matter how much I fed it, didn't matter how physically full I felt- the hollowness still screamed at me, still made me ache with that neverending need. And even now, there are moments when I am both full and empty- when I feel a ghost of the argument burning its way up again... And I am afraid of the control that this play between two opposites has taken over my mind.
I'm afraid of going back, but I'm even more afraid of forgetting what it's like to fly.
Those days, I suppose I was dying, but I was flying on adrenaline as well.
The days after, on the journey back, were defined by the emptiness, defined by an obnoxious awareness of how hollow I had become- a hollow stomach within a hollow face, a hollow heart. I couldn't escape it. I couldn't erase it. It didn't matter how much I fed it, didn't matter how physically full I felt- the hollowness still screamed at me, still made me ache with that neverending need. And even now, there are moments when I am both full and empty- when I feel a ghost of the argument burning its way up again... And I am afraid of the control that this play between two opposites has taken over my mind.
I'm afraid of going back, but I'm even more afraid of forgetting what it's like to fly.
Literature
Looking
I'm looking for somebody
That I can call my other half
He doesn't need to have muscular calves,
Or a chiselled jawline with cheekbones so dreamy
As long as he is pleasant to my eyes
Looks good wearing glasses or without it
Has good manners, won't resort to telling me white lies
I will love him whole, from his hard edges to his cuddly bits.
I'm looking for someone, my bene elim
Who I can dedicate the song "Somebody" by Depeche Mode
Martin Gore had sung all that I want to say to him
But still I wrote this because I'm in love & am plain bored
He will be my rock and my pillow
And I will share to him what makes me mellow
I will tell him about my
Literature
Love
Love
Flower, flower
Sweet, red and mine
You make my world spin
You make my words rhyme
Blossom, blossom
How pretty you are
The te
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Not my Valentine
A day for lovers, a day for her
Standing in the shadows I can see
A night for two, and a night with you
Cherishing now and what is to be...
A candle light dinner, made just for two
Walking, under the light of the moon
Hand in hand, and heart to heart
Back to the room, oh not too soon
Looking in your eyes, your lips collide
The mood is set, a flower on the bed
Soft light, music, and her skin of silk
A tender sweet kiss placed on lips of red
Her dress cascades softly to the floor
The air is filled with the scent of desire
Red lace and curves she's a lovely goddess
Taken with a lust that burns like a fire
Her night is so perfect, ren
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