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yesterday, i had this dream about this boy and he was beautiful and he was dying and he was breaking as we spoke. his breath was too quick, but so was his heartbeat (and i swear i could see the blood rushing through his veins in a panic to stay alive). because his skin was too thin and he wasn't quite all there. i named him ghost even though he insisted he was a david, but i hate the name david. and i didn't think he'd have enough calories in him to process my explanation why, so we stuck with the names ghost and dream because that made sense.
the bones in his wrists looked like they could easily have splintered through his skin and flown away, like washed-out-white scraps of forgotten hope escaping a too-thin membrane. he was delicate and he was heartwrenchingly gorgeous in the midst of his slowwalking death, his freefall towards destruction. he found that my lines and his ribs were parallel, and i thought that maybe we couldn't possibly be more different and the same. and i'll never know who was more real; the scars or the starvation that drifted before our eyes, because we were both dying and both beautifully exemplifying our pain.
both lost.
the bones in his wrists looked like they could easily have splintered through his skin and flown away, like washed-out-white scraps of forgotten hope escaping a too-thin membrane. he was delicate and he was heartwrenchingly gorgeous in the midst of his slowwalking death, his freefall towards destruction. he found that my lines and his ribs were parallel, and i thought that maybe we couldn't possibly be more different and the same. and i'll never know who was more real; the scars or the starvation that drifted before our eyes, because we were both dying and both beautifully exemplifying our pain.
both lost.
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Back and Forth
It's all the same every day
You always have a lot to say
First you're angry, screaming loud
Then you're acting as if you're proud
First you say I screwed things up
Then you're giving me a free soda cup
You tell me I do nothing when I really tried
You ignore that you're killing me inside
Then you laugh and share the fun
As if a new day has begun
But it's not ok
It doesn't go away
You still make me feel like utter shit
Then a second later, forget about it
I do so much to please you
But all of my plans just fall through
You claim you show all the signs
You ignore everything the same of mine
When I wanna die you call me a liar
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Once upon a time
I reached for the stars
And tried to climb
The sun's golden bars
But those rays of light
Cut short my flight
I reached for the stars
And fell from the sky
My hopes now scars
I can't justify
To myself alone
I am she who has flown
I tried to climb
Like Icarus the son
Melted wax come noontime
With nothing won
No promises made
No trophies gained
The sun's golden bars
Whose sentinels maintained
The ghosts of Mars
Those who remain
Close to my heart
Forever apart
The rays of light
Have faded away
The moon now night
Where the world decays
And I'm still fading
The sun never staying
Cut short my flight
Left behind it all
I try to
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hold me but don't touch me
I'm standing barefeet in the snow
And feel the numbing cold take over me
I try to keep my head down low
As my tears start freezing to my cheeks
And I know it gets better
I know it gets better
Sometimes I just forget
I wish I could hear your voice
It keeps my demons from devouring me
But I cannot make the choice
To keep you close or far away from me
But I know it gets better
I know it gets better
Sometimes I just relapse
& hold me but don't touch me
I cannot break free
Of these thoughts that surround me
Bring me to my knees
I cannot breathe in the cold air
Do I still breathe at all
& hold me but don't touch me
hold me but don't tou
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sometimes dreams are more vivid than reality.
and sometimes i don't really hate the name david.
and sometimes i don't really hate the name david.
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I love this so much. The imagery is phenonminal. I llove the part about his wrist bones. Wonderful piece