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most of the time we try to forget
I’ve gotten very good at not staring things in the face,
reality versus dreamland, spent seven days sleeping on and off on and off
whole summer dreaming
whole waking hours too tired to kill myself more
than an occasional cigarette, occasional speeding , an occasional drink
I hate being drunk
the fear is good for me, cloudy eyes and messy thinking, slamming into the walls
sleeping in an empty house does things to me
sleeping in a full house makes me regret breathing
most of the time I feel like my life has a fast expiration date.
shoulders are fading faster than my resolve,
but I hate the way his breathing catches when he sees,
like a fast stop light when you’re going ninety,
most of my decisions involve wanting to disappear after I make them,
don’t think anything is right, these days
whirlwind sandstorm of an emotion,
people say that I am bad at asking for help-
I say that I am bad at dealing with reactions,
or feeling like I owe someone
I am too much my father
too much proud too much
still never quite enough.
I’ve gotten very good at not staring things in the face,
reality versus dreamland, spent seven days sleeping on and off on and off
whole summer dreaming
whole waking hours too tired to kill myself more
than an occasional cigarette, occasional speeding , an occasional drink
I hate being drunk
the fear is good for me, cloudy eyes and messy thinking, slamming into the walls
sleeping in an empty house does things to me
sleeping in a full house makes me regret breathing
most of the time I feel like my life has a fast expiration date.
shoulders are fading faster than my resolve,
but I hate the way his breathing catches when he sees,
like a fast stop light when you’re going ninety,
most of my decisions involve wanting to disappear after I make them,
don’t think anything is right, these days
whirlwind sandstorm of an emotion,
people say that I am bad at asking for help-
I say that I am bad at dealing with reactions,
or feeling like I owe someone
I am too much my father
too much proud too much
still never quite enough.
Literature
Back and Forth
It's all the same every day
You always have a lot to say
First you're angry, screaming loud
Then you're acting as if you're proud
First you say I screwed things up
Then you're giving me a free soda cup
You tell me I do nothing when I really tried
You ignore that you're killing me inside
Then you laugh and share the fun
As if a new day has begun
But it's not ok
It doesn't go away
You still make me feel like utter shit
Then a second later, forget about it
I do so much to please you
But all of my plans just fall through
You claim you show all the signs
You ignore everything the same of mine
When I wanna die you call me a liar
Literature
A love letter of sorts...
To J’aime and Faith,
You are my definition of love. It is difficult to pin down all the pieces of music that remind me most of you. Nostalgia is like a tangled headphone cord snagged on everything else in my pocket, (and you well know, I keep some strange things in my pockets.) I try to sort out one memory and hit on a whole new-old jumbling of poetry, impropriety, and realizations.
The two of you are seaglass, shells, important ribbons, and half-mangled notecards scrawled with significant quotes. You are the cathartic smashing of a hundred cucumbers with a wooden sword. You are tastes of the forbidden, glimpses of freedom. You are th
Literature
back again
hello everybody, its been a long time
im back with some of my awesome rhymes
but heres an update, so lets be clear
i coming strong for this new year
you see my story with the amazing cast,
twilight, sonic, and mario last
ending because of my dislike
so naruto is taking a hike
so im starting it over with a new hero instead
and this hero, the almighty triforce, he's embed
so it is link, the hero of time
but i know what your asking,"but what about the rhymes?"
yeah the rap battles are so run to do
but i need a little help from you
you decide and two characters, that shall battle for fame
you guys i can say i love as friends, i say without shame
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